I’ve been working my ass off trying to figure out how to make my body happier and eating the most tasteless gross foods (everything else hurts my stomach more) and playing detective for so long. It was helping and now it seems to be a little worse again.

My parents (specifically my dad) are acting like I’ve been sitting on my butt, medicated, and not working on my health. My dad texted me about it today when I asked him for medicine money and he said some stuff that really hurt me.

When you’re battling an illness, its already frustrating and tiring and you feel like you’re in it alone. I really don’t need them to add more pressure to me being healthy. It doesn’t help and it doesn’t even work like that.

I’m just so tired. My body is physically tired, I’m emotionally tired, and I’m so tired mentally.